You can run but she WILL find you!

I was hoping that Aunt Flo wouldn't find me...I came all the way to Texas to hide from her, but alas, she arrived anyhow.

Sigh.

Sometimes I feel I should just resign myself to the possibility that I may never get pregnant. I know that this is a negative perspective, however it's hard to remain optimistic when everyone around me seems to get pregnant effortlessly and it's been such a struggle for me. I just wish I knew WHY.

I'm going to try and meet with my Dr next week, however I know that he is going to refer me to a reproductive endocrinologist because he doesn't know what else to do with me. It would be pointless for me to start any kind of treatment with a doctor if I am possibly moving soon. The next few months we'll just have to do it the natural way, as lost a cause as that may be.

I am now in the thriving metropolis of Wichita Falls, TX. Another day with no rest...I am exhausted!!!! Today, I had a few appointments in Abilene and then drove 2.5 hours to Wichita Falls. I had enough time to unpack before heading to the base to give another presentation. I got back to my room an hour ago and am ready to CRASH.

Tomorrow though, I get to go home. I cannot wait!!!! I may not get there until after midnight, but dammit, I'll be home. Hopefully they don't charge me extra for bringing Aunt Flo back on the plane with me.

She's such an imposing bitch.